Christ Centered Gamer

Well...here goes. It's late, I'll keep this simple, but I need to use terms I understand in places, because I can hardly think.


Met a girl. With me, it's a headspace gauge with extremely tight tolerances. It's go or no go.

This was go.

Like, we spent the last few days discussing a long term future. Yep. Me, discussing marriage. You can laugh, I know it's absurd. Especially when you consider this is an online thing, and she's over 2000 miles away.

Long story short, bad things happened to her tonight. Nothing physically damaging, or I'd be driving to the airport right now, but bad. As in, she was suicidal.

I say was, because we were talking, and she was doing better... and then she stopped responding. I'm literally sitting with a bottle of scotch and my .45 with one round. Just...pray. Please.

praying

praying, please keep us updated

Praying!!

Praying

First step: put away that .45. Life is already too short as it is, and it will go on.

Agreed with ArchAngel, buddy. Praying for you, and we're all here to talk

Well...she had just fallen asleep. Called at about 0400 crying, ended up keeping her going until I had to leave for work.

Seems to being much better this evening, thanks guys. Still not sure how I managed to talk her out of it.

I'm exhausted, hungover, and had what would have been a hard day at work under normal conditions, but I'll manage.

Praying for you amigo. PM button is there for a reason.

Aw dude, I'm soo sooooo sorry I didn't see this until now.

I'm praying for you dude, don't you fricking dare take this one alone. If you ever need to talk, I'm here.