Heya guise.

[jester747]

I know you've probably heard this before and are sick of hearing it, but: It's not the end of the world. You'll be fine. I know a lot of what you're thinking right now is probably very depressing, but don't loose hope! I've been there, I'm still here. I know you're probably not consoled by this, but there will be others. I'm still holding out here, I know you can too.

Praying for ya.

Thanks buddy.

That's actually really comforting to hear.

The primary issue, is I love this girl so much that I basically don't want to spend the rest of my life on this earth in her absence. Please forgive my flair for the melodramatic, but that's just me being honest. :/

[ccgr]

does she know that??

[jester747]

Yus.

I'm truly sorry if I scare anyone, please keep in mind I have absolutely no intention of leaving this earth by choice. I mean, yet again, I apologize for the drama, but I told her I would give up anything for her sans two things; honour, and The Lord.

She made me tell her that I would continue in all respects to live, even if she left me. Seeing as how I utterly refuse to give up my word of honour, I intend to do just that.


It's just, really realllly hard right now.

But again, thank you all for your support and shtuff, and I really don't mean to scare anyone.