Well, as you all may or may not remember, I had a rough year last year. I'm not going to get into the details, but things are not improving. I have an incredible amount of things on me right now, and I'm starting to crack. Last week my fiancée and I were walking through a parking lot when a car pulled dangerously close to us. To make a long story short, the story ended about 20 or 30 minutes later with me blocking traffic by laying in the middle of the parking lot when the police finally came by and convinced me to get out of the way. Apparently I had also damaged someone's car (all I remember is screaming at her to get out of my face).
Anyway, I'm getting to where I can't take much without flipping out. I yell at people at the slightest provocation, and I can barely control myself anymore. The drama won't be letting up any time soon, and i don't know how much more I can take without going crazy or killing myself, whichever comes first.
Now, as most of you know, I don't claim Christianity anymore. Honestly, I don't know if prayer works, and I'm not sure why I'm even posting this here besides needing a good vent. But it's nice to know that somebody somewhere is thinking about you.
That's all I have to say, really.
I'm going crazy.
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Which we are, brother.Bruce_Campbell wrote: it's nice to know that somebody somewhere is thinking about you.
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Regardless of whether or not you believe prayer works, please know that we will be praying for you.
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praying for you and willing to listen if you want to talk.
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Praying.
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Praying. I'm also here if you need to talk/vent.
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Couldn't have said it better.ohnolookout wrote:Praying. I'm also here if you need to talk/vent.
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Hey, guys. Just wanted to give you all an update. Things are pretty much the same as far as my situation goes, but I'm not under nearly as much stress as I was when I posted this. I started taking some medication, which seems to be helping me not to brood over stuff. Even before the medicine though, I'd started feeling better, even not long after I posted this. All your thoughts and prayers have really helped me deal with this stuff, and I mean that sincerely. Thank you all again. 
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Glad things are getting a little better, we're always here for you. Prayers are free 