I'm ashamed to admit this, but I'm in a desperate place.
Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2017 5:39 am
Hello, everyone. It's been a few years since I was here last. Those past few years have been good. Slow, but good. I found work. Been keeping afloat. Still writing and arting on the side. I praise God continually for His ability to make sure life remained stable and for all the wonderful little things that brighten my days, be it a bit of good food or a silly podcast to listen to.
... but ... I'd best explain the title of this thread.
The bottom line is that I'm in serious financial trouble. Trouble to the tune of roughly $800-$1000 and that hole is getting deeper. I have accepted that the mess is largely my fault; a mixture of pride, shame, uncertainty, and general insecurity has kept me from reaching out when the first signs things were going bad started showing, and I had tried to find ways to fix the mess on my own ... obviously none of my attempts have borne fruit.
Collectors are calling. My insurance has lapsed. My bank account is on the edge of being locked permanently. I could be losing utilities soon... or not have a home at all. I'm running out of time.
If I can get at least $500 dollars in the next four days, I could be able to save my bank account and I'll be able to work my way out from there... but I don't know where to go. I don't know who to ask or where to turn, and I'm in too desperate a situation to make a guess. Desperate enough to mention that I have a Ko-fi page for donations, but I feel terrible linking that here...
If nothing else, keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I'm holding out hope that someone will hear me or at least become aware of my situation and open the doors to the help I need; that somehow the resources will come through in time, and that those resources will make themselves clear... because, frankly, I have no idea what on all of earth that I am looking for anymore, and every avenue I've reached out to so far has either given me silence or turned me away outright.
I'm at the end of my rope.
... thanks for at least looking.
Stay awesome. Love always.
~Lioness
... but ... I'd best explain the title of this thread.
The bottom line is that I'm in serious financial trouble. Trouble to the tune of roughly $800-$1000 and that hole is getting deeper. I have accepted that the mess is largely my fault; a mixture of pride, shame, uncertainty, and general insecurity has kept me from reaching out when the first signs things were going bad started showing, and I had tried to find ways to fix the mess on my own ... obviously none of my attempts have borne fruit.
Collectors are calling. My insurance has lapsed. My bank account is on the edge of being locked permanently. I could be losing utilities soon... or not have a home at all. I'm running out of time.
If I can get at least $500 dollars in the next four days, I could be able to save my bank account and I'll be able to work my way out from there... but I don't know where to go. I don't know who to ask or where to turn, and I'm in too desperate a situation to make a guess. Desperate enough to mention that I have a Ko-fi page for donations, but I feel terrible linking that here...
If nothing else, keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I'm holding out hope that someone will hear me or at least become aware of my situation and open the doors to the help I need; that somehow the resources will come through in time, and that those resources will make themselves clear... because, frankly, I have no idea what on all of earth that I am looking for anymore, and every avenue I've reached out to so far has either given me silence or turned me away outright.
I'm at the end of my rope.
... thanks for at least looking.
Stay awesome. Love always.
~Lioness