Christ Centered Gamer

So I've been very stressed out lately, due to all of the things that are happening right at this very moment. It's been a long time since I haven't felt pain in my stomach due to all the stress I'm going through. The whole family is struggling and we really need it right now.

My aunt was recently diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, and is going through a very stressful and emotional time right now because my cousin(her only son) is living over here. Two years ago he married someone that I grew up with in the Church I used to go to. My aunt has been very depressed ever since, and she's very lonely. Please pray for her.

Along with that, my cousin and his wife are expecting a baby soon. They are not financially ready for it at all, and are going through a lot of pressure right now, as he is looking for a job. He originally wanted to get a better degree but all of that has been crumbled because he has a kid coming. Please pray for them.

My grandmother who lives on the other side of the country has had her third stroke. She hasn't been taking her medication and is now going to live in a nursing home. This is very stressful for all of us. It's very hard for me, because this is the only grandma I have left. When my other grandma was battling cancer and passed away, I was broken up about it for a very long time. Please pray.

My grandfather that lives near me is going through depression due to his age and other personal problems (that I don't want to reveal). He was very depressed during his birthday a week ago. Please pray for him.

I made a post 2 days ago that I have deleted later on. I've talked to a few of you guys about it privately. I feel like I can reveal what I went through now.

Today I've decided to stop playing WoW(although that's not really the important part of what happened). I'm very stressed out about this because I really enjoyed the people I played with and I feel super guilty. I feel like I made the right decision, but in the back of my mind I still feel like a jerk because I've left without saying anything.

The problem is, I've been feeling like garbage all day yesterday and would have massive mood swings for no reason. I felt hysterical, as I would pretend like I'm very happy and upbeat when I was actually hurting deep inside. It's very creepy. I didn't feel like myself anymore.

Yesterday I was on ventrilo with the guild master and another member and we were having an okay time. I then randomly had a massive mood swing towards something while we were playing (I don't even remember why). I didn't say anything mean, just told them that I'm really angry and need to relax. I couldn't relax because I felt like I was going to explode. I don't remember ever getting this angry spontaneously before. I had to make up a lie that someone was getting me mad, because I didn't want to come off weird.

I think it's because I can't handle this stress anymore. As I'm typing this, my stomach is in a lot of pain, like I have a hundred violent butterflies in there. I think it's a combination of all the things that are happening right now. I was acting like my old self again in this guild, so I felt it's time for me to leave. I don't ever want to come back to that game. It makes me depressed and sin, because I get too into it and disregard what is happening in my life. I really will miss those guys though, they were awesome.

Please pray for all of us. I know there is a lot to this post, but I really trust you guys enough to reveal most of the things that I, and everyone in my family, is going through.

Thank you.

praying for you, man. I'm here for you

Praying for you amigo.

Praying for your family and you. If you want to chat I'll be more than happy to talk.

I will be praying,
also feel free to chat with me too.

Thanks a lot you guys. I'm sleeping at abnormal times, so it would be very nice to talk but I'm sleeping during most of the day and going to work late at night.

Today was a little bit easier because I had a chance to reflect on what happened 2 days ago, and talked with my family about it. Still in a lot of pain. I'm trying to relax more and just play a few games that I've wanted to get around to. Ni No Kuni arrived today, and I'm hoping that is charming enough for me to escape for a bit and rest my mind. I've been playing Animal Crossing (GCN) as well. Makes me smile. Thanks Nintendo.

I'm on early in the morning because I usually crash around 12pm, maybe we can have a chat before then.

We're very thankful for your prayers.

Things are still pretty much the same. This was a horrible month for me.

I've been dreading every single day. Everything that I used to enjoy feels useless and draining. If I could, I'd lay down and sleep all day, so I wouldn't have to deal with all this.

I've been praying every evening, but it honestly feels like I have nothing to say. You might say I'm angry at God, or I'm very confused, but I don't really know what I'm going through. I guess I'm depressed.

I used to be confused at the whole "put on a happy face" thing that people go through, where they'd pretend like everything is fine but they really are seeking for help, until I started noticing that I do it myself.

Please continue praying. We're all still struggling every single day. Any help would be very much appreciated, as I don't know what I'm doing and what's going to happen next. I have trouble remembering things that happened even recently.

praying and willing to chat anytime

Still praying for you amigo.

Putting on a mask to hide your emotions and brave the circumstances on your own............I can relate to that, honestly........


God, please help Krytae and his family through this difficult time. Help Krytae to be less depressed and remind him that you are always there to comfort those in need, especially your children. Help them to put their trust in You, for you provide all that is necessary even when the odds seem impossible, even when they are impossible.

Father, this man is my friend and I come to you on his behalf. Please answer my prayer and help him and his family get through this difficult time.


In Jesus's name,
Amen.



Talk to me anytime. You know you can find me on PSN.

Brothers, man.

Thanks for the prayers everyone. I've been feeling a lot better lately.

Glad to hear it. I see you got MGR on ya.

awesome!