Christ Centered Gamer

It's been a while since I've posted anything in here. I definitely just hit a low point in my life. Mentally, spiritually, relationally. I've pretty much just lost two of my closest friends, and most of it is my fault.

I honestly wish I could die. I don't think I'm in any danger of harming myself, but man. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Praying for you...hopefully things can get smoothed over with your friends.

I will be praying as well!

I don't want to sound nosy, but what exactly happened that made you lose your friends? Want to give some detail so we can smooth it out?

It's a pretty complicated situation and there are a lot of highly sensitive details from both me and them that I don't feel like should be divulged. Thank you for your willingness to help, and thank you for your prayers.

As an update, I am now on pretty okay terms with both friends mentioned. It's not going to be like it was before, but I'm just glad we have the opportunity to start again.

Glad things are getting better, hopefully time heals all wounds