Christ Centered Gamer

It's me again.

And yeah, I don't come onto this section of the forums nearly enough, because I'm a narcissistic incompetent.

BUT ON MORE RELEVANT TERMS;;;;

Soooo, some of you may remember that my girlfriend broke up with me a while ago. It sucked, but I did make amends.

Except, she's kind of torturing me to death. I mean, it's horrible. I don't even know who she is anymore. I think about her every moment of every day, and I dream about her every night. I've honestly not gone a single day without crying in over a week.

She hates me with a fury I've never seen, and the worst part is I have no freaking idea why. I'm baffled. She just decided that I'm her enemy.

Egad.

For the love of flint rocks, my life is the most cliche' b-list romance movie I've ever heard of.

But yeah, she's totally avoiding me. I'm trying soooo hard to reach out to her, but she's taking me apart cell by cell. If any of you could perhaps pray that her heart would soften towards me, it'd be seriously appreciated.

Bro, as little as I know of your situation, I think you need to distance yourself from her. Put it to rest. Move on.
I wasted years of life because I didn't understand this concept when I was younger; I thought it was love. Maybe it was, but it didn't matter.

What you need to pray for is that you'd put this thing in God's hands. Let it go. Drop it.
God will take care of you; you don't need her. If she's truly the one for you, God will bring her back when you are both ready, but right now, it seems like neither of you are.
This is your time for personal growth and when you're ready, God will bring you someone to grow with. Until then, enjoy being single. Eat some cheez-its and peanut butter in bed while watching old Hercules re-runs or something.

Praying

Except.

The problem has nothing to do with the fact that she left me.


It's that she hates me, and I'm in agony because of it.

I'll be praying

And that's what you're going to have to learn to get past. Sorry this is happening.

If you were older, I'd introduce you to my friends Jack, Jim and Johnny...but as it is, I'll say go with Poe and Shelley

I prefer the company of Mr. Jameson a little more, personally.
On a serious note, liquor is for personal enjoyment, not to drown out feelings.

ArchAngel wrote:And that's what you're going to have to learn to get past. Sorry this is happening.

I truly appreciate that, but I think the brunt of the issue is that I just don't want to be her enemy anymore. I'm not going after her and begging her to be with me again, I just want her to care whether or not I exist. >_<

It's out of your hands bro. My ex did the same thing to me. Just...let it go. If she's that way about you, she has personal issues that aren't related to you. Just let her deal with whatever issue she has with you...by herself. Give her space.

Just my .02c...

praying and I think Deep and Arch are right

Allriiighttt.

I thank you all for your perpetual encouragement, and yeah, I'm trying to give her space.

Praying for you dude.