Christ Centered Gamer

I have recently found my way back into the light after backsliding for sometime. more like a back avalanche.
My parents are atheists. as in christian hating atheists. and whenever i pray for them all hell breaks loose, quite literally. Fights over nothing erupts, illness, you name it, it goes wrong.
I want my parents to find God and enjoy dwelling in his presence. but they are so stubborn and have been hurt so many times with people whom call themselves christians in word only.
I have my grandparents upstairs who are christians...but my grandfather sometimes falls into that "no fruit" category..which is also making this hard.
I'm scared. I don't want to lose my parents to satan. And I don't want to backslide again. I have done it so many times and im scared I will eventually reach a point i can no longer see the light..kind of like my parents.
Could you please pray for my parents salvation and that the household will be protected against the darkness that always erupts when I do? I just want to be a happy family living in His presence. Is that really so much to ask?
also, if you have any spare prayer juice left, my health isn't great. I could use a miracle for my kidneys, which have been healing somewhat..but I know God can heal me completely. I don't want to live knowing i could need a transplant sometime between now and 20 years (hard to predict when they will stop healing and start slipping)
I'm sorry for asking for so much. I just need heavenly help and back up helps.
Love and Blessings on all of you
CQ

Praying for you, and your parents.

To encourage you (at least I hope) God has promised to *never* let you go. Ever. "I give them eternal life, and they will never perish--ever! No one will snatch them out of my hand" (John 10:28). The Shepherd always comes after us. God will never let you go, no matter how far you wander; Jesus is holding firmly to your hand.

Praying