Christ Centered Gamer

I don't even know...Enterprise D or E, I guess.

Because the ship is awesome, and the crew is cool.

Why is it the more I "live" according to the standards set before me of what life should be, the more I feel dead?

Also, wipe my emo spewing off your face before you go out into public again. >_>

Sometimes society sucks. Which is why you make enough money to do whatever you want.


And for the record, I feel that way about things besides school. Like this notion that everyone should be married. And have kids. I'm not capable of the former, and I definitely don't want the latter. And yet, pressure keeps building on me. It sucks.

/emo

True. But I wouldn't mind having a wife and kids, assuming I could support them.

Tell no one that, BTW. It is my greatest secret. >_>

Care to share your darkest secret over the total secrecy of the internet?

I would rather not. The whole thing about how "I can't get married" isn't necessarily a secret (It's more due to the fact that I cannot socialize to save my life), but it is a dark...thing about me. I have no idea what the word for it is.

I would say quirk. Or doohickey.

But hey, I can't socialize either. ^_^ Want to be anti-social buddies?

In fact, I've actually recently discovered (college has reinforced this), that I'm better off smiling, laughing, and grunting at appropriate times.

Sure, lol.

Interestingly, my lack of socialization is related to my refusal to accept things beyond a certain norm. Which is really weird considering I do that with computer things all the time.

My lack of social skills is due to bad people skills and a preference to being alone and/or with my dog. Despite being a homeschooler, I was actually fairly well socialized as a kid. I just get annoyed at people.

What is with being so sleepy you actually collapse into sleep?

That's your body trying to tell you "GO TO SLEEP, PLEBIAN".

Sleep is teh enemy. I give ground to it far too much.

Smarties?

The candy? Awesomesauce.

The people? Depends on what their field is...

I didn't know there was a non-candy application of that word.

Christmas hype?

The only hype I have for it is that I won't have schoolwork to do.

That, and The Hobbit.

Mmm...still wavering on whether or not I want to go to the midnight showing. Seems a good way to celebrate escaping school, but I'm rather averse to movie theaters.

Are you going?

Nope. It's the night before my hardest final (Compiler Construction. Yay....)