Let me ask you a question: Why are you telling me this? Have you considered going to a counselor or psychotherapist? I'm not remotely qualified to offer help in this area, except to suggest that you see a professional. It sounds like you've got a lot of stressors in your life right now, and I think you could benefit from seeking help.i gay/bi and i dont want to be anymore because i believe it is a sin and ive accepted christ as my savior and has seen some small changes in my life but i cant fully kick it without gods help and its extremely hard for me to say no to the lifestyle, ive cried out to god to fix me and mold me to what he wants me to be yet i still am attracted to man, but have attractions to females just not sexual feelings, is god ignoring my wants/needs or has he molded me to what he accepts yet still leaving me with my sin, or is he wanting me to push it away myself. i dont want this sin anymore, i want it gone forever. why hasnt it gone fully away when ive cried out lord save me from being gay.
i keep being told that as long as i believe in christ as my savior then im saved. but yet i feel as if im not fully freed from my chains of sin. im not wicked, i have love for all beings and there is no hate in my heart and i cannot deny and apology from anyone even a murderer,child rapist ect.
I mean, I'll still see it, but I don't want to drop any of my own money on it. lolHmm...Well, the trailer seems interesting. It depends on how gutsy they are willing to take the 'last Jedi' sentiments. Lucas seemed to be using the prequels to point out flaws in the Jedi belief's, but they were never really fleshed out because Anakin took a lightsaber to everyone.
Of course, I'm hyped beyond reason. <3 Star Wars fanboy. XD
Though I do understand the Marvel comparison and fears...I had actually lost hope in the Marvel universe until Doctor Strange, though I couldn't tell you why that movie was particularly different. Well, I think I could. But it'd spoil the everything, so I won't. XD
Weather that can't decide whether to be hot or cold?
I hate inconsistent weather. Though I almost hate consistently hot more, if only because anything hotter than 80 degrees is too hot for me.