BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*pulls hair in frusturation*
THIS.....IS......................................HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eleven people! ELEVEN PEOPLE I TELL YOU!!!!! One in Australia, one in England! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH THAT POSTAL MONEY WILL COST ME???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay... I got to trust and have faith in God... He wants them saved more than I do.... He can do ANYTHING... He can make the letters get there, have them read it, and surround them with the Holy Spirit, and fill them with His love, and then they can accept Christ into their hearts!
If you have no idea what I'm talking about, then I'll tell you what I'm talking about: The Hollywood Letters (as I call them).
THIS IS INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE ALL THIS SORROW FOR THEM!!!!!!!!! ALL THIS WORRY!!!!!!!!!!! "What if they don't read the letters! What if I push them away even more! What if they don't accept Jesus!"
What if what if what IF! I NEVER WANT TO HEAR WHAT IF AGAIN!!!!!!! Give it to God, man!
Ahem... Sorry... I needed to get that off my chest.... Eleven actors and actresses... I worry if they'll die before I can write the letters! This sorrow for them is so great that I'd give everything, like Mother Theresa did! I feel that besides writing, this is my calling! A ministry in Hollywood...
BAH! I have all this worry for them, and I'm trying to get a better relationship with God too! I CAN'T WRITE WHAT GOD WANTS IF I DON'T HAVE A GREAT RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM!!!!
Dang... I'm sorry again... Try to put yourself in my shoes... Seeking God... School... Not being able to get pictures of Jamie Hyneman, Will Smith, Emily Browning, Mike Rowe, Sienna Guillory, etc., burning... burning... Constantly burning in hell... Seeing all of them screaming out for mercy... I cry just thinking about it!
BTW, Emily Browning is going down the path of raunchiness, just like all the actresses in Hollywood do... More worldly... More against God... But nothing is impossible with Jesus I tell you! NOTHING! I care about these people's salvation as if they were family... I can't let them go unnoticed...
There... My ranting is done....
For now...