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[CountKrazy]

I don't exactly know what I crave at the moment-wait, I don't want to know. Scotland's not on the list at the moment, I do know that.

Wait, one thing-I'd like to be less depressed tomorrow, instead of more depressed. Just start there.

Hope your imagination keeps growing then, CAH_F.

I wonder if being related to William Wallace has something to do with it? lol

Thank ye!

I know life seems to have only lemons to offer these days ... But whenever I start getting depressed or Negative , I just force myself to think of the good things I have And to just live in the present , in the exact second i am in ... Thats how kids live like , in the absolute present. And thats why they are Sooo happy ... I tried it and it works ! lol
If your not thankful for what you have right now , you will never get anything better because you wont be thankful for that either ..
A quote i like is " Dont be sad that roses have thorns but be happy that thorns have roses"
Somthin like that ! lol

I love that quote! I am totally thankful for what I have. But, it's strange, this teen depression... It picks something to be depressed about, and I can't get happy about it... Normally, it's writing... But, I'm givin' it to God!

Thanks, Alice.

I am having a major case of Scotland Deprevation... Ever feel REEEEALLY home-sick? Well, that's how I feel... Only more... I know I haven't been there, but it runs in my veins. The people there are passionate about their country, and that's how I feel about Scotland. I may not eat the food or speak the accent, but I'm a Scot at heart. And I'm darn proud of it.

But, I will definitely get cheery in Jesus. I am thankful though. And I am being pretty optimistic, though it may not sound like that... Heh... Really, the only thing I'm sad about is Scotland...

[Kendrik]

Ouch. Sounds like you've got it rough.

Tomorrow's Sunday. Perhaps you could pick a church to visit (if you already go to one, try another one), and meet some new people. "What friends?" is a very sad question to ask. Friends are awesome, and if you have few (or find them lacking), then I'd recommend making some new ones. Even if that won't work... talk to some of the people here on CCGR and find something uplifting you can do for someone here. In my experience... getting my focus off of my problems and looking for ways to do something good for someone else has always proven helpful.

Do the Psalms of David mean much to you? I ask because the Psalms are full of David's depression at how bad things are going for him, but he still finds hope in God. God is his shelter and strength.

[CountKrazy]

Okay, now, Xian... You give some great advice! I need to write this stuff down! Though I'm not, like, MAJORLY depressed, but this is good stuff!

[a_sigint_ninja]

I was reading the 22nd psalm ast night.

My parents would not take it well if I tried a different church. Unfortunately. Otherwise, I'd have tried it by now.

I tend to get blank looks from most of the people at my church. They're all too busy talking about annoying people at their school, and they can't understand a sentence using 'apathy.' Maybe I expect too much.

OK, anyone here that I can do something for? I can try drawing some swords for you, CAH_F, but I need some more art paper. (esp. so I can finish up that stuff for Pendragon-copy paper just doesn't work to well.)

[Kendrik]

Okay, now, Xian... You give some great advice! I need to write this stuff down! Though I'm not, like, MAJORLY depressed, but this is good stuff!

Thanks for the compliment. This is exactly the sort of action that I was referring too. This is the third time today that I've had a post complimented, and I greatly appreciate everyone's positive feedback. If we all could give and receive positive feedback, I think that would do a bit to make us all feel a little less depressed.

Anyway, these are just words from personal experience and the experiences of my friends. If there's anything I can say to pass along help to those who need it, then I want to be sure to say it. I don't mean to sound arrogant or like I have all the answers, but I do want to give insight found in my experience and studies.

[a_sigint_ninja]

Xian, you don't sound arrogant at all. Most of the people I know are too oblivious to care, so it's nice to hear from you.

And apologies for somewhat biting your head off earlier.

[Kendrik]

It's a bummer that the folks at your church aren't much help. For what it's worth, that's a common problem in my experience.

Apathy, huh? I know what you mean. Again... that's kind of common. If your church is reasonably large (more than a couple hundred people), then I can't imagine that you're the only one there who thinks in a way similar to you. Still, that's a bit of a predicament.

Have you talked to your parents about your discontent with your church, and interest in finding another church that better suits your needs? Again, in my experience, parents are a very great help. Approach the subject with tact and sincerity, and hope for the best (praying first helps). Worse case scenario, you keep going to the same church.

OK, anyone here that I can do something for? I can try drawing some swords for you, CAH_F, but I need some more art paper. (esp. so I can finish up that stuff for Pendragon-copy paper just doesn't work to well.)

Here's something you can do for me if you would like. My reading for today is Psalm 6. I would like to hear your thoughts on it. I'm going to read through it now. If you want to, read it real quick, think about it some, and tell me what stood out to you. Basic Bible study techniques when paired with discussing the Scripture can be quite beneficial. I'd appreciate your thoughts (as well as anybody else's) regarding the passage.

[USoldier_Gal]

Ohh Man ... That is good stuff !
Thats what i want to be remembered for when i die .. Making people happy and always seeing the positive things in life...
Someday , Sigint you will be able to help other teens going through what your going now.. because it wont be like this forever ! It will get better if you trust God and Praise Him even when you don't feel like there are any reasons to praise Him..

[CountKrazy]

OK, anyone here that I can do something for? I can try drawing some swords for you, CAH_F, but I need some more art paper. (esp. so I can finish up that stuff for Pendragon-copy paper just doesn't work to well.)

Oh yeah! Those swords. Hm... Well, I might not give the best description... What I really need is a map, but it's my duty to draw that myself (most authors do).

Heck no do you sound arrogant, Xian! I just hope that I don't sound arrogant sometimes...

ANYWAY...

[Kendrik]

And apologies for somewhat biting your head off earlier.

I didn't catch any biting off of heads, so you're in the clear as far as I'm concerned.

[CountKrazy]

Ditto with USG.

[Kendrik]

Someday , Sigint you will be able to help other teens going through what your going now..

Truer words are scarcely spoken. It's a cycle of humanity. Overcome challenges so that you can help your successors do the same.

Heck no do you sound arrogant, Xian! I just hope that I don't sound arrogant sometimes...

Arrogance can be a killer. But I'm at least somewhat convinced that one who is concerned with being arrogant is not likely to fall to the trap of arrogance. That being said, sometimes taking a hint of arrogance in one's self-perception (though not in words spoken to others) can be good for self-esteem. I admittedly think myself awesome, but I also know that I'm far from perfect and still have a lot to learn. So I make it a point to learn everything I can about everything (life, relationships, general knowledge, etc), but I do think myself able to help out others.

The balance of self-esteem lies here: between false modesty (considering oneself unworthy) and arrogance (considering oneself too worthy).

[CountKrazy]

*writes this all down*

You need to hold classes or something.

[Kendrik]

By the way, my challenge to read and report on Psalm 6 still stands.

You need to hold classes or something.

Someday, or maybe I'll just continue to extend my advice on forums like this. Whatever I can do to help people through hard times and finding/maintaining a relationship with God through Christ.

[USoldier_Gal]

I know ! He/She is good at this !