My cup was running over this week, but at the very end of it I ended up putting stumbling blocks in front of myself, my sister, and one of my best friends. I was overcome with shame to the point of no hope again.
After listening to a freedom ministry from gatewaypeople. I realized that if I hold onto shame it is a sin. It's telling Jesus that I can bear it and that's not the case. Bearing sin leads me to spiral down deeper and deeper. Turning it into idolatry/identity. Without Him we are but dust.
I'd like to praise our Father for sending His Son to die for us. So we can cast off all of our sins. Coming to the cross knowing that He has already forgiven us, past present and future. I'd also like to thank Him for sending the Holy Spirit as well. He is becoming my best friend and I long for a closer relationship with Him.
I bought a little black book to write down names of people to pray for. So anybody who wants prayer in any specific area or just in general you can leave a comment. I want to thank you guys again for praying for me and my mother. Prayers were definitely answered and He is blessing both me and my family.
I would like you to continue to pray for me and my sister in the area of demonic oppression. They have been harassing us whenever they can and I think its because our faith is increasing and the more we grow in Christ the more of threat He is in us.
Thank you guys. ^_^ Let's take back our ground in the name of Jesus and not let him get a foot in on any of it.